Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Breaking bones with the same ease that I break hearts

So things are getting under control. I've been monitoring my intake, every once in a while I get weak and snag a cookie from the bakery at work, but then I make sure I work extra hard to wear it off. So far the cleanse has been a good way to get me going. I have 10 days until my brother comes, 15 until my best friend gets out here. So if I can manage to lose a pound a day in that span maybe it will kick start me. I don't want my family to think I've gotten fat and lazy. I have so much cleaning to do, oy.
Work now.
xo

Sunday, July 18, 2010

One and a half

This is my second blog in the community. I tried it last summer and gave up by August. I'm not doing that again.
I have one month and a half to lose twenty five pounds to reach my goal of 98 pounds at 5'4". Maybe I sound crazy because that sounds too thin, but I want to feel the bones behind my skin like no other. Weight loss is an obsession. It consumes me. Ironically, I will consume nothing. Food is psychological warfare in this day and age.
Love,
O.